i need more boost!!!

my another fav season, autumn is here again...

inshaaAllah it would be my last autumn here in manchester..sob sob....

officially finished my 3rd year last September (21st Sept to be exact)

and it remarks the beginning of my 6-months extension granted by my sponsor (terima kasih daun keladi..ngehehe)

and just finished the first month of the extension..wawawawa.....time really flies

truly speaking, i'm not really satisfied with my progress in this first month

it's really challenging to write-up in this kind of weather (ceh, salahkan weather lah skrg kan..huhu)

sleepy and gloomy make u want to sleep and 'bersenang-lenang'

but i put all the blames to myself (although there might be other factors as well...)

the main question that is always in my mind: sempat ke nk habis semua bnde dlm 6 bln ni???

'semua bnde' includes modelling, writing-up, submission, viva, correction......aaaaaaaaaaaaa

still have my modeling part to be done since i just finished my experiments at the end of my 3rd year...(experimental part is another loonnng story)

then writing up is the hardest bit

especially in discussing ur results so that they sound reasonable and acceptable (although ur data might not be that good)

some people managed to get quite good results but the thing that is more matter is how well u can present/explain ur data...

the skill to 'menggoreng' is very very important here

but for that, u really need strong and good basic knowledge in ur research area...

hahaha....that's the main problem actually..

i need more time to read since for the past 2 and half yrs i really focus and read more on my experimental part

but the thing is when i started to read, i will think about my other unsettled works

in other words, 'konflik dalaman'

i guess what i need here is a very good self-discipline and time management..(fokus illi fokus!)

i think that two important things are kinda deteriorating in me now...huhuhu....

need to recite this du'a more often kan: Ya Allah, aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari kelemahan, rasa malas, rasa takut, kejelekan di waktu tua, dan sifat kikir. Dan aku juga berlindung kepada-Mu dari siksa kubur serta bencana kehidupan dan kematian.

what i want to say here is i think i'm not as efficient as I was during my undergrad b4.....is this because of the age factor? haha....(alasan lah tu kan...)

footnote (lah sangat!!): Si kucing putih inshaaAllah will become a malaysian by end of this year..haha...Samdole will be flying back to Malaysia! not sure how Samdole will survive with our hot weather...but we just can't leave Samdole alone here...that cat will feel the loss as much as we will do...*emo kejap*

Samdole yg soleh, turut sama2 memerah kepala membuat analysis bersama cousin sy..harhar....mmg pandai buat muka kesian kan..manalah smpi hati nk meninggalkannya...

-Ok illi, ko patut skrg gigih membaca, bukan berblog...huhu..doakan sy ye-